~ The keys to patience are acceptance and faith. Accept things as they are, and look realistically at the world around you. Have faith in yourself and in the direction you have chosen. ~

"Be patient", that's the best advise I could give to myself these days. Lately I've been feeling restless and discontented about some things in my life. I can't really explain it fully but just to describe it all, I have to say I am feeling impatient. It's just that I wanted so many things to achieve. I wanted a good life for my son. I want stability, I want assurance, and it feels like I'm going no where, it's feels like I'm running out of time (O.A but true). It's like what I'm doing right now is not enough for me to be able to bring home the bacon. Maybe I'm just thinking so many things, what you think? I know I am. I tend to over-think things and it's what I'm doing lately. And one more thing, It's like I'm feeling bored with my life. I want to engage into new activities, or maybe change my daily routine. But that may be impossible knowing the fact that I'm already a mom. I have responsibilities to attend to and it's quite hard. I don't know where these mixed emotions are coming from. Maybe there are just so many things I wanted to do. But I don't know where to start for me to able to reach them. If only hubby and I have the same plans then I would be feeling less tensioned or less disoriented. But there are times that our paths don't meet and I kind of hate that. I feel like I'm running out of time and I want to take action now, while he's more loosen up. *sigh* I don't know. Oh well. I don't know what to say now, I just wanted these feelings out of my system cause it's been bothering me for quite sometime. And it's getting heavier every time I think about it.


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MommyElvz said…
I can relate sa post mo sis kasi i feel the same way. i have so many plans na gusto kong gawin pero di ko rin magawa. hope we'll overcome this feelings sis.

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hope u can grab it. thanks!
Bojoy said…
@mommyElvz: yes momi elvz gnUn nga.. ayw ko kng ganito, dami ko kasing na iisip.. yes, i hope too..

thanks sa tag :)